..."A leading psychiatrist says that depression is not a human defect at all, but a defense mechanism that in its mild and moderate forms can force a healthy reassessment of personal circumstances."

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...I'm sure it's just irony this was on BBC news today. I'm having a bad day. Maybe it's the rain outside... Maybe not.

It's hard being alone. Sometimes it's just as hard being with someone you care about. Simple situations stir up emotions in me i can't explain. Ugly emotions like jealousy, insecurity and anger. It frustrates me so much! I don't want to be that person. I. Try. So. Hard. Not. To. Be.

Sometimes i just want to run away to escape it. I want a solution, but since when have there ever been solutions to human emotions??

Being involved with someone is so FREEKIN complicated.

Ugh!